satisfied craving.

Back in college, a good 80% of my monthly spendings were on food and alcohol. Now that I do not go out every day of the week and limit my tabs to less than $100, the bulk of my expenses has gone to Starbucks and food. Luckily for me, there is no tab kept open at Starbucks and though I frequent it two to three times a day, I only average $2.40 a coffee.

So that leaves me with food. I love food; it makes me happy. The thought of french fries light up my eyes. With the love for food comes cravings. It seems I am constantly craving something, and I cannot function without satisfying that craving. I crave everything from hamachi to beignets and will go to great lengths to make sure I get my yellowtail and sugar powdered pastries.

It is like an illness with symptoms resembling that of ADHD. I get restless, cannot concentrate, and eventually I get rowdy and rude. Onset is unpredictable and uncontrollable. The only cure - satisfying the craving.

Not many people can relate. After a full blown outbreak of symptoms, which usually takes place if the craving is not satisfied within days, many people will either ask if I am pregant or call me a beast. Recently, Grace sufferred the same weakness and fortunately was able to satisfy her craving...

AzNGUrI: I DID IT!!!
AzNGUrI: hahaha
AzNGUrI: i stole a piece of cake
AzNGUrI: my craving is fulfilled :-D i am whole now

That feeling of being "whole" again is more than satisfying...it is relieving. At least until the next mention of fries.